Bullshit warning!

I am person confused. I live alone in a self contained flat, which is fine by me most of the time. Isolation is good right? to an extent I agree. No commitment to anybody, the chance to live life without restriction,no regarbling of past week's trivialities on the weekend jolly to get shitfaced and time to focus on the things I enjoy.

Couple of months ago I experienced the alternative, beared with it out of curiosity and eventually ran screaming an echoing silence, which promptly was interpreted by my then girlfriend as the end of the relationship. Am I misanthrope? no I'm not but I'm begining to believe I have some age related form of misanthropy. The young people of my own age in their early twenties. A mass wondering army of trendy, top men and woman, whom gormously comform to what is expected. I myself have been exposed and now suffer the indeciency of feeling the need to splutter out a justification for my existing life style choice.

Is it so wrong to be alone? being sensitive to the public's views I feel like it is, the pressure to join is immense but I can't blame them for it I have the same embedded instincts to- they are continous thorn in my side.Trisha?